At the end of the Shelter in Place Order, I arrive at a crossroads. Should I keep writing? Take a break?
“You should keep writing,” Sal says. “You have a momentum going.”
I laugh. “You are the one who said I could stop.”
“You could just write for twenty minutes every day. Just keep it going. It’s hard to start again once you stop.”
We talk about the importance of a habit of writing and painting. The Muse arrives without warning, and you have to be ready or you won’t recognize her when she visits.
“Maybe I could post a couple times a week, or once a week,” I say, warming up to the idea.
“Yeah, it doesn’t have to be your blog every day. It can be parts of a story one day, and the blog the next. I do that with my paintings. I put one down and come back to it later, and then I see something new,” Sal says.
I take a break for a couple days. It’s nice having a free evening with no extra credit obligations.
But on Thursday, as the night shadows fill the condo, I feel that pull again. Thoughts and ideas swim around my head. Phrases start to form as I pull out the old MacBook.
What am I going to write about? I think, as the screen lights up. I have nothing to write about now.
I’ll write about that, I guess.